This goes out to those special someones.

Fuck you. Fuck you for reading this. Fuck you for pretending that you don't. Fuck you for everything that you stand for. You're no better than a piece of shit. I can't stand the way you lie and try to decieve me. FUCK YOU.

I've had a crazy summer so far. It's been a blast. Here are a couple of stories.

I went to Warped Tour. There were 90 bands and about 8 and a half hours of music. It was amazing. I talked to one of my favorite bands and the guy I was talking to recognized me. We talked and he signed my shirt, and said thanks for supporting them.

I was driving over to my friend Amanda's house. In the car was David and Taylor. When were about 6 houses away from Amanda's, a cop pulled us over. I noticed he was following us for a minute or two so I made sure not to speed or even swerve a little, but he still pulled me over anyway. Come to find out that Taylor and David both had warrents out for their arrest. The cop searched the car and tried to get into the trunk. I told him he couldn't look in the trunk because they need a warrent to do that. So, the cop starts trying to get into the trunk through the back seats. He starts hitting and tearing at the seat.

On my 21st birthday I went over to Daniel and Taressa's place. It was Daniel, Taressa, Amanda, David, Taylor, and I. We got a fifth and a 30 pack. It was only Daniel, Taressa and I that were drinking. We went through the fifth in about 20 minutes. When we finally left Daniel's, David drove me back to Amanda's. We were in a spyder eclipse and the top was down. What David told me the next day was that I stood up and was dicking around on the drive home.

I went to a Tom Petty concert. It was amazing. Daniel, Taressa and I finished almost a full fifth before we went. Then on the drive there we were drinking out of a flask. The second we got into the concert I went to the beer line. I was told that I went up there at least 7 or 8 times to get more alcohol. I had a great time hanging out with friends.

I went over to Tyler's old roommates house. Which happens to be Audrey's older brother; John. When Tyler and I got over there I saw a lot of people I didn't think I would see again. I saw Joe Germono (sp?), Blake Jacks, Kyle Anders, Audrey Bazzelgette (sp?), etc. But, Audrey had just bought a 30 pack and told Tyler and I that we could have as many as we wanted. The beer was gone by 2:30 and we were having a blast. Tyler started playing the guitar while John and I were making up a story to what he was playing. It was a great time.

To anyone I have a quarrel with I have thought about it and decided that I'm tired of that shit. If you want a chance to drop all of it, call me today and we can talk about it. This is a one day offer cause I'm leaving tomorrow. So, if you want to have anything to do with me all you have to do is call today.

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I've got one day left of school. I've never cared so much about being done with school before in my life. Because of school, I don't know what sleep is any more.The best sleep I've gotten in almost two weeks now is a five hour nap. I guess it's my fault anyway. I didn't do anything for classes all semester. There was just a lot of partying. I don't think I would have changed the way my semester has gone though. I made a lot of great friendships. I've met a shit load of new people. Had some great conversations about life and philosophy. I went to a class or two and learned some interesting shit, but learning doesn't come from the retards sitting next to you in class. Learning comes from experience. From wisdom. Most of the people that I have come in contact with this semester have been older than myself. Some have been almost a decade older, while others just a couple of years. But, everyone of them have taught me more about life than any classroom could ever.

One important thing I have learned over this semester is that girls bring drama. When I used to hang out with my friends, it would be just about five guys. We were about having a great time, getting drunk and doing stupid shit. Then we started hanging out with a bunch of girls, and they just brought their friend drama along with them. Before, we just had fun, now there is tension. Girls somehow always bring drama, it's like they and drama are a package deal. Girls need to recognize this and fix it. I know I'm making a generalization, and what I'm saying doesn't apply to all girls, but that's why this is a generalization.